Monday, October 3, 2011
A Circle Has No Beginning.
Every time, every month, again and again. It just never gets better. And relying on mere medicine just isn't good enough. Because it just ain't enough. Sigh. Iron is the key and yes hello I have been eating tons of beef. Okay maybe not tons but still.
All part of me is dying to tear apart, to break free. The squeeze is so tight that I feel all my juices in my organs are dripping and running dry. I've learnt to deal with it better through the years alr, thankfully, but I need a cure. One more thing, the emotional part of it all. A feel like a freaking vampire - every emotion is heightened. I can feel totally sad when there is nothing to be sad about at all, and all other emotions like happiness or anger. And they don't make sense. Angst is what I usually feel most times. Not many have seen me at my worst. Think maybe none of my friends have. But oh well, nothing like Gordon Ramsay for sure.
Yes yes, pure drama, whatever. Unless you're ever a woman you'll never know. A couple of my friends have the same problem. Even break out in cold sweat, gotta lie in bed whole day. That's how freaking bad it is. In case you haven't noticed. The topic is menstrual cramps. HATE IT TO THE FREAKING CORE.
Wah lau plus this throat of mine that never recovers completely. Bangs head on the wall. Sobs.
00:06 First Light.
